Walking Home

by Tina MacNaughton

They say things come in threes. Perhaps they also leave in threes. First my missus, Dolly, then my eyesight, then the car. Never did like buses, can’t afford taxis, and I don’t even know what an Uber is. So, it’s my legs, and just as well they’re still in good working order. Haven’t really walked for years and didn’t much enjoy it. Took too long, never had the time for it and found it boring. But, as my daughter says, it’s just one step in front of the other, and I should count my blessings that I can still get out and about at my age.

First to the paper shop, then to the barbers, then to the butchers. One step at a time.

Mostly I walk the streets. Streets I had driven down again and again all my life, but never really saw them.

Now I see flowers blooming in cheerful gardens.

I see the pretty lady with the little spaniel

… and her big beaming smile.

I wave hello to the postman and he stops and talks to me.

I notice when the sky is cornflower blue and when it’s stormy grey.

I begin to read the weather, sense the seasons changing.

I find a parklet and sit and think.

I find a little café and make new friends.

I buy myself new trainers and a dog.

I think of Dolly fondly and without tears.

I no longer miss my car.

I’m happier when I walk.

I feel like I belong.

One step in front of the other.

And I am Home.

Inspiration: I work as an acupuncturist and have qualifications in grief and bereavement counselling. I have treated many patients struggling to cope with feelings of grief and loss and know that simple, everyday activities, such as walking, getting outside and speaking with other people can all be important in helping with the journey towards acceptance and future contentment.

Image by Rebecca Matthews from Pixabay

Tina has written and published a collection of poetry, On the Shoulders of Lions, and two illustrated children’s books: ‘How the Elves Rescued Christmas’ and Santa’s Still Asleep! (WriteRhymes). Her novel, Delphy Rose, is being published by Matador and will be available in Spring 2023. She can be contacted via her poetry website.